Have no one anymore....

It was 26th Dec that I heared very deep shock news and stories.. Its already opened that I saw the face that the relationship broken and estranged coz something bout "LIE".. bout "FAKE" and bout "just like play a game"..... And now I m positively very cleared have no one such someone whatever initial. I have no A, B, C, D, P or Z person anymore with special relation in my life...

I will go forward
Forget and forgive all the past
Let all happend as a part of my hard journey for built me become strong and resist person.... For now need to take a rest my heart, and more opened my eyes to see to be more careful and dont easy to trust with cyber words.. The best worthty lesson I got from thats bad moment in my life.....

And about almost the end of year 2008 and just countdown days for the new year 2009. I will make a personal resolution on new years day, promising myself that the next year of live will be different. I bout wanne determine my habits are going to changed and new patterns of behavior developed... although I know it need highly commendable. but I will try for the best the purpose of the resolution can reform me on next year.

I should face up to the changes that need to be made, and then makes plans for the way I am going to implement them.... a few days ago I really went through a time of painful emotional loss. The experienced a string of circumstance to spoke so weird to my situation. but all happend design by GOD(who gave me chance to met MANDY) to realised me and opened so wide my eyes which already blur for a years, and I so believe in that he Hands of the GOD working into me. Even in the circumstance of my life seem to be going from bad to worse, sending into depression and despair, remember that GOD always hear and answer my cries, just need to be strong coz it's in HIS time, not ours... and time will be healing all of the pain

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Thnks for my sister Mandy.... OMG... I really wanne say thnks for opened the fact to me... Thnks a lot Mandy... and I pray for Ur new nice relation with my kakak...
Kak Con and Mandy, wish both of U be the best romance nice great couple always forever. And we are big family now...... Congratulation for both of U...