Candle for the heart

When the night coming, and with no sun anymore... but the moon is not appear, and the star also lazy too shining, what U will do to through the whole night?

Even with the heart of somebody when its so suffer... Gloomy, Dark, and bleak with the bitterness of life. Even just candle maybe can warming the heart.. its no need such a the great brighter light to shine the heart.

Candle for the heart
wheres I can find it?
ohh.... I miss for it

Candle for the heart coming to me
and touch my heart forever

its like medicine therapy
Heart healing
Heart helping

the heart of me
Really need
Candle of the heart

Mencari Tahu ???

Kadang sering tak lagi tahu, apa sebenarnya KEINGINAN??
Ada keajaiban-keajaiban pertemuan...
Kenapa ak, kenapa kmu, kenapa kita??

Otak, hati, ato hanya emosi??
Lucu?? bikin tawa, tapi juga bikin sesak
Klo kmu yg terpilih untuk bertemuku?? apa itu juga maumu?
Klo ak yg pada akhirnya hanya satu pilihan bertemumu, apa itu bukan TUHAN atur?

Susah
Dilema
menggantung
Tak jelas
Gamang
Bimbang
Bodoh
Sumpek
tangis

tapi

Kangen
sayang
tak ingin jauh
senyum sndiri
tawa


apa jawabannya
Wahai hidup??
Ku sedang mencari tahu

Ps:

angin,, sampaikan, ak rindu dia ya...

Bertahan

Bukan mau sok, juga bukan mau takabur..
apa yang dimaui???
Mau smua... Nafsu smua... serakah...
menjijikkan dan dihakimi kejam, karena tak ada kelaziman

ABNORMAL..
bukan seperti itu hidup ideal...menurut norma
yang kulakukan bukan HIDUP yang diimpikan manusia normal
ataukah ak sakit jiwa???

berkutat dan berputar, pada pertanyaan yang sama, pada pergumulan yang sama
AK MANUSIA
ingin DAMAI DAN RASA AMAN
dan disini
ak akan bertahan

From comfortable zone to Uncomfortable zone...

Here I go finally....
I m crazy... so crazy maybe....for so many people maybe they think that I m already insane... but its true... not a game.. this true life..real life. I m here now, with all the consequent. and life alone anymore....

having trust with a lot of passion...coz I have a dream....Dream for better life for the next step in life.... what kind of dream... doing many effort and struggle through every day in the beginning... its the new journey.... the journey which unpredictable in every moment.. i will to through it... I can... i m sure I can... till one day... all my Dream open one by one... coz GOD will show the way to me to do.... Surrender all me to HIM....